January 2010
I kind of just want to get in the car, start driving, and see where I end up.
Part of me wants to get ready and go out and have a great fucking time, but then the other part of me doesn’t really fucking care.
Fuck you, you, you, and you.
2010 will be extremely different and in the best sense. I do different things, meet different people, feel different, do things worth my while and hopefully stop feeling this way. Celebration of a new year that isn’t the same as this one. I will not care about people that aren’t important and I will not do things not worth doing. This upcoming year will not be bad. It will be a year of...
December 2009
2009, it was somewhat nice knowing you. But I’m ready to get the hell out.
I LOVE MEN.
I’m thinking that I’ll end up at Jimmy’s tomorrow night alongside Sam, Chris, and the various others. It’ll be nice to cuddle and fall asleep next to Jimmy, assuming that’s what will end up happening.
I’m excited to wear and proudly display my Dexter shirt. “True love comes in pieces”.
“First, distract target. Then, block his blind jab; counter with cross to left...”
– Sherlock Holmes
“Holmes: I do have a parting query, Sir Thomas.
Sir Thomas: What is that?...”
– Sherlock Holmes
“Lestrad: You know, in another life, you’d of made an excellent criminal....”
– Sherlock Holmes
“Gypsy to Watson: Oh, oh, I see two men. Brothers — not in blood, but in...”
– Sherlock Holmes
“Watson: You’re not taking this seriously, are you Holmes?!
Holmes: Yes!...”
– Sherlock Holmes
“Watson to Holmes: Look at you… Why is the only woman you’ve ever...”
– Sherlock Holmes
I am becoming/have become incredibly obsessed with Sherlock Holmes in its entirety. To the point where it makes me crazy. This always happens with certain movies. They do this to me when I like them so, so much that they are always in my mind. The music, the dialogue, the setting, the characters, the books, the plot. I research. I replay dialogue. I remember, remember, remember, memorize, listen,...
“Watson: You’ve been in this room for two weeks, I insist, you HAVE to get...”
– Sherlock Holmes
“Holmes: There’s nothing more elusive than an obvious fact.”
– Sherlock Holmes
The Victorian era gives me butterflies.
“Watson to Mary about Holmes: Suicide is not in his repertoire, he’s far...”
– Sherlock Holmes
“Sherlock Holmes: (Upon seeing Irene Adler) - This musn’t register on an...”
– Sherlock Holmes
My mind is bursting with so much.
UGH I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. What is taking you so long?
I THINK WE’RE ALONE NOW, THERE DOESN’T SEEM TO BE ANYONE AROUND.
“Sherlock to Dr. Watson: YOU wear a jacket.”
– Sherlock Holmes
Saw Sherlock Holmes for the second time today! Two times in two days. Fucking incredible.
WHAT THE HELL IS MY PROBLEM? I’m crying not just for sadness, but for anger and sadness. The two melded together. I’m yelling and crying and coughing and I am mad at no one but my fucking self. I am not well right now, not at fucking all.
Come heeeeeeeeeeeere.
I am becoming sick. Ugh, I don’t feel good at all.
“Even in our sleep, we surrender.”
“Be kind, remind.”
Just stretched my ears to the next size up. Pressure, pressure.
YOU’RE A WOMAN, I’M A MACHINE.
Miss Kelsey and Aaden!
Need, need, need to make some new mixes soon. Too bad I have to rebuild my music library again. Right now, I’m only up to about 5 albums. Really fucking sucks. Also need to get Zac’s GPS back to him.
“I miss you a lot; your beautiful smile and every other little thing about you. I’m beginning to forget what you feel like, though.”
You are incredible.
